best friends
i sit here and think
of all the things that stink
how could our friendship disappear
in a blink?
one day everything was perfect
then again we were pulled
back into the soap opera
we call our lives.
you wanted to kill yourself
i wouldn't let you
i said i would die, too
if you knew it was true.
i have changed with you
we have gone through
good times and bad
we have been scared and sad.
we went through boy after boy
what happened to you?
i was at your house
and you looked in my eyes
and said "good-bye"
you weren't lying.
your eyes were closed
you were dying
i didn't know what to do
so i lay there with you
i prayed to god it wasn't true
i wasn't sure what to do
i wanted to go, too
so i took the gun to my head
BOOM, i was dead!
Dedicated to my best friend, Jill.
This was the hardest thing
we went through, and we came out on top.
Don't ever try it again.
I will always be here!!!
Love ya!!!