Lifeless
As I lie here while he do whatever he wanted to me.
I couldn't move or scream.
Tears fall down my face as I tried to cry for help
But no words came out of my mouth.
ALL I could do was lie there and be helpless.
Every night I prayed to God above and ask him, “Why me lord?”
Why do I have to go through this pain - every night and day?
Why do I have to get my innocence taken away as a child?
But still, no one felt my pain or heard my cry.
How could a man be so nice to me around my family and my mom?
But then behind close doors he hurt me so bad and was so mean
And left me so helpless and lifeless.
On the outside I'm happy and smiling
But on the inside I'm scared and hurting
And afraid to say anything to anyone.
'Cause no one would believe me
So I keep it to myself and cry hoping that this nightmare will stop.
Even though what happened to me was a long time ago
And I was a little girl
But I still have nightmares and it stills hurt me inside.
But since then I've learned to forgive and forget
Because I know God loves me
And he won’t let any harm come my way.
So I wrote this poem for anyone
Who has been through this as a child.
I just want to let u know that it OK to talk
And it's OK to forgive even though it's hard to forget
But always know that God loves you so much
That his only son, Jesus, came
And took all the things that they did to him
And hurt him so bad but…
Yet, he forgave them even though they hurt him so bad.
