Love...Incomplete
It was my last year in school
But it was the first time I saw her...
And how immensely I was moved
The feelings I had
The emotions I hide
I knew I had discovered a passion
Which can be seen through the eyes.
I was an ordinary guy
And she was an ordinary girl.
Yet..! Each time I looked at her
She took away my heart
And she took away my world.
I never had a vision,
I never had a dream
But then I closed my eyes
Only to open them and scream.
I had made up my mind that she was the one
And just the thought that she wasn’t would
Make my mind go numb.
Everything that followed was nothing as it seems,
I had come out of a nightmare
And was living a beautiful dream...
We created a world of magic,
We created a world of Gold,
We knew we created a world,
A world of our own...
After eleven months of laughter,
And eleven months of gain,
There was a shade of darkness,
There was a shade of pain...
And then my world shattered
Our magic began to fade...
Our love which was meant to be
Became a target of an ugly fate...
We had a difference of opinion
So a choice had to be made...
A choice which was bitter
And would give me nothing but immense pain.
A year had passed
And things had changed...
I had new priorities
And everyone thought I was not the same.
I tried and I tried, but in vain.
She was always in my heart and will always remain.
I thought she was not loyal,
I thought she was fake ,
And how I was suffering
I thought she never felt any pain.
And then we met out of the blue
A glimmer of hope I had,
At least something new...
And when we met I realized
She had made up her mind
For her...it was just not right.
And here I stand in the northern rain
I speak to myself
I’m still in pain...
As time passed I knew I had to change,
New perspectives I had
And I would never be the same.
In the midst of this journey
In the midst of this pain
I finally grew stronger,
For myself I had made a name.
I told my friends it was over,
it will never be the same.
This thing called love is deception...
It's just a worldly game.
I was not speaking my mind,
I was speaking my pain,
This thing called love can drive you insane.
And then it happened
We spoke again...
There were sleepless nights
There was hope again...
Yes it happened, we met again.
It seemed like destiny
And all efforts were not in vain...
Though she had moved on
But her love for me remained
She stopped listening to her heart
And the mind betrayed...
It was an afternoon full of joy
An evening of pain,
We kissed and hugged
Never to meet again.
