I Want This Feeling To Go Away
It's happened.
It's done.
It's stuck in the past.
He was my first kiss
And also my last.
He's different now.
He's akward and unbearable.
And to think I was with him all that time.
How was I able?
I've hated and despised him
For such a long time.
But lately I've been thinking,
"I wish he was mine".
NO! I don't miss him!
I hate him. He put me through hell!
My brain disagrees with my heart.
With him and after him, things didn't go well.
I don't want him back.
He'd be such a burden on me.
The pain he made me suffer
Was pain nobody could see.
I'll keep my distance
And avoid these thoughts,
Because they disturb me
And I want them to stop...