taking a look at my life
i'm taking a look at my life
wondering how i got here,
surprised by now i'm not a wife.
i'm taking a look in the mirror,
trying 2 realize,
trying 2 visualize
what i have become.
should i be proud
or filled with shame.
it's all a blurry cloud...
i thought i had control
but i had none at all.
let's just take a stroll,
let the ashes fall,
let the smoke fill the air
so i can get blazed.
just thoughts everywhere...
it feels like i'm dazed.
yesterday we were fine,
today is alight-
tommorow you're no longer mine
and i can't put up a fight.
i guess we're no longer the same
we're no longer 1
'cause i can't play this game
"i love u"... then u run.
2 many things 2 write 'bout right now
but i'm just gonna enjoy my high.
just need 2 stop thinking of how
i'm gonna get by
'cause i get nothing from him
that i can't get on my own.
he doesn't want 2 be my man or my friend,
making me think... i'm better off alone...
