My Tears
When I first saw you I knew it was love,
I thought- 'who is this "boy"
Who makes my heart beat fast and slow at the same time?'
There has to be some way where I can meet you,
But, instead, you came to me and wanted to know me,
We became friends- but we both wanted to be more.
Then that special day came when you asked if I would be yours?
I couldn't breathe, couldn't speak, but my heart was screaming, "yes!!"
We spent what seemed like every waking moment together,
My thoughts and times were my happiest when I was with you.
Then someone else came along whom you didn't care for
And she knew, but yet, she still got to you.
The next week I got a call from you
And you said something had happened with her.
I couldn't take it- I hung up and cried
Until there weren’t any more tears in my eyes.
Everyday I just passed life by
Like a soul banned to earth with no purpose,
Just like your phone calls
There’s no reason to answer them.
The worst part was- I knew I still loved you,
You were my love, the one person on the planet meant for me,
You were the one who could always make me smile,
Now you're the one who makes me cry.
The one who showed me what hatred really means,
And what it meant to have rage.
You haven't called lately- I guess you gave up...
There is one message I kept and it makes me want to believe you,
On it you say you're sorry, that it wasn't suppose to happen.
That if you could have just one wish
It would be that you had never gone to the party,
That way you would still be with me.
You say, "please forgive me, I love you so much,
just give me another chance."
My mind is saying 'no! Look what he did to you,
What he made you go through.'
Yet, my heart is saying 'yes.'
I look into the sky at the twinkling stars in all their glory,
Then out of nowhere a tear falls from my eye.
I think I have to get out of this place,
Get away from these people, my troubles... everything.
But I can't because I'm so in love with this "guy."
The guy who makes me cry, who made my heart split in two.
Yet, I know what he says is true...
I begin to run, as if I'm trying to lose thoughts, memories.
Soon I reach a place and someone comes out to me,
And before I know it I'm swept off my feet.
I know what you're going to say but I don't want to hear it.
I just want to savor this moment. So I do.
Then you break it and tell me everything that's true,
That you're never going to lose me again
Because it's not everyday you find a girl...
Who makes your heart beat two different ways at the same time.
