It still hurts....
It still hurts not being with you.
crushed that we're not together.
no more calls, no more meetings.
miss all that, but i can't help it.
i guess this was how it was supposed to be.
but deep down inside i wish it was different.
i know you're with someone else; i know you're happy.
it's hard to be only a friend to you sometimes,
but that's what i've always been
to anyone.