Sorry
I need you to forgive me
I know that you suffer from my death
That you look for answers to all the "why's"
That you think it's already too late
That you are a victim of my choice.
I went too fast, without a word
But today I want to make up for it
By telling you that up here
I continue to love you.
Stuck in a trap at the bottom of a black-hole
No more light, no more exit
Alone with myself, left with despair
I said good-bye to life.
A choice, difficult to understand
You, who knows how to cry from the outside
Me, whose suffering made ashes burn
On the threshold of my heart.
Leave me, I will light your path
Accept that it was my choice to leave
To stop suffering, to quit.
In my luggage only one regret
This culpability which I start to bare
By leaving you I brought my secret...
Do you forgive me? I am sorry.
r.i.p daddy 1960-1999
