Suicide Note
The pain is too much to bear.
It hurts from so deep in my heart.
It's like something's ripping me in two.
It's hard you know.
I don't know what to do anymore
And I'm tired of holding on to a life not worth anything.
I can't go on like this anymore.
It's been awhile since I felt happy and glad to be alive.
I'm so close to the edge.
I sit here and think of the time in my life I was happy
And wish it was like that now,
but it's not and never will be again.
I don't know what is wrong with me.
And it scares me.
It scares me that I feel this way.
I can't let anyone in.
I can't just run away or kill myself.
Because if I kill myself that's just letting them win.
But I guess it's time to go.
Tell Sis I'm sorry.
And I'm sorry it couldn't end a different way.
Good-bye.
