I Wish
Every night I think of you,
and think of all the wonderful things you said to me.
I think about when we first met,
and how you told me that you were looking for the perfect girl,
a girl who would always be true,
a girl who could make your life complete with a love for you,
and you even asked me how does someone know
they've found the perfect person for themselves.
I think of all those times you asked me out,
and I just kept saying that I would have to think about it.
I thought it was so cute that you thought of me
as that special girl you wanted in your life,
then I finally gave you my answer and you were so happy.
The tone of your voice made me so happy,
and I thought everything was perfect as it is.
But suddenly you said you loved me,
and you asked me if I loved you, too.
I wanted to say yes, but then I knew that wouldn't be right,
because deep inside I don't feel as strong as you.
You've fallen in love with me so quick and I just wish
that I could tell you that I love you,
but I would have to be lying, and that's something I'd never do.
I wish I could tell you that I fell in love so quick before,
and I got nothing but heartbreak in the end.
I wish I could tell you that I need to truly feel that I love you
to say those words you long to hear.
I wish so much to fall in love once more,
but I'm just too afraid to fall in love and get hurt again,
like I got hurt before.
I wish there was some way you could understand
that falling in love is something very hard for me,
and it's going to take time
for me to tell you that I truly and dearly love you.
I only wish it could happen sometime soon...
