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"Hurt me," I beg you.
Tear my heart in two,
Look into my eyes
And tell me lies.
You want to be just friends,
But my fears have no end.
You say you care,
I guess life's just not fair.
I want so much for you to love me,
But together we just can't seem to be.
We're too far apart,
But love isn't in the miles, it's in the heart.
I don't love you yet,
But I don't like you either,
I'm trapped somewhere in the in-between,
And I can't seem to break free.
The confusion is tormenting,
And your name is a curse.
Everything you say to me,
Every little thing you do,
Reflects your sadism,
To hurt me even more.
What if I were to die today,
Would you regret not loving me?
Would you wish that you could've had me,
Would you wish that you could've held me,
And kissed me and cared for me,
The way I want you to?
What if I were to never see you again?
I doubt you'd even care.
Whatever it is I feel for you
Cannot dissipate,
I have to love you or hate you,
It's your choice to make.
Maybe one day I'll want to be friends,
But until then,
If I can't have you,
And hold you, and kiss you, and care for you,
Then I don't want you
In my life.
