Still
And still, I cannot escape from those dreary eyes
My thoughts never rest, and still, I seem fine-
I'm drowning a tortured drown in my lies-
My smile is for the outer world, my sadness for mine
And still, I cannot help but feel
Like when you hold your breath,
and still can't help but breathe
My envelope sits there without a seal
Within the fruits of love,
I still look for the seed
And still, the tunes softly play behind my ear
And memories of sadness fill my heart
To let go is best... it's my biggest fear
Much like a child learning to walk from the start
And still, I will continue the struggle I have fought
I must live free, and free of my soul
I must accept what's real, and dream of what's not
To accept reality, still I realize, I have no control