As I Sit Here Wondering
As I sit here wondering what I am going to do,
I think to myself, it was all because of you.
As I look out the window, what do I see?
I see two doves mating in a tree.
From that it shows me what I mean to you.
But you don't care, I knew it all along,
From the instance you gave me the stuffed animal, King Kong.
As I wonder now why I hold this knife,
As I bring it to my skin and I give a little grin,
I think of your personalty and those eyes of gold.
Do I want to end my life now? Maybe I should.
At least people will be happy when they see me six feet deep.
It is all over now, the blood has just begun.
As I think of what you said, I am forever done.
As I hold this knife for the end of my life I will be missed.