It Is Not Easy
Sometimes it is hard to accept the truth...
It is hard to say 'no' when you are feeling like 'yes'.
It is not easy to realize... you are now alone,
that nobody will be there if you feel sad,
that nobody is there to give you a call, or simply to say 'I care'.
Now, I know it was all my fault,
I didn't know how to act,
I didn't know what to do,
I was just simply confused... and now I am alone.
I want him with me but, oh, God! he can't be...
I want him to love me, but there's someone else loved by him.
I just want to be happy, happy doesn't mean by 'myself'.
It is hard...
It is hard to know you lied,
and then...
they lied to you.
... I love you.
