Closing the Door
The door in front of me opens- once again I must enter.
The walls around me crumble- once again I must fall.
The voice behind me tempts and tortures,
What could have been?
What might have been?
The blood within me surges- once again I must drain.
The hope inside me surrenders- once again I must pray.
The breath upon me tempts and tortures,
What could have been?
What might have been?
Day after day I slip further away.
Night after night I slowly go insane.
Longing to turn loneliness to treasure.
Longing to turn his pleasure to pain.
Something has to give...
something has to change...
I can't go on like this anymore.
I'm forced to close the door.
