Leaving
I sit here and wonder
What I am going to miss
I lay back and remember
How I got into this mess
Yes, I know, it is my choice
to leave this world of hate
But it was your choice to leave me
that led me to this fate
I line them up, all in a row
And I am amazingly calm
As I take the first one
Then one by one they enter me
My minutes left here are few
But before I take the last one
To end my pain
I just want you to know
I love you with all my heart
And nothing ever changed that
You thought it best for us to part
And because I loved you, I let you go
In the end, letting you go was wrong
Because I was not strong enough to face life alone
So I'm sorry I have to leave this way
I know it's not my only choice
But I will love you
No matter where I go
You will always have my heart
