Heaven

By: Tisha Lynn Saucier

One by one the tears roll down
He shall never come around
Leaving me with insecurity
Taking away my destiny
I feel small, locked in my room
Relying on him, I can only assume
Looking into the past and all the fun
Knowing now I can only run
I feel guilty going out with a friend
Wondering when this pain will come to an end
Will it be me stopping it now?
Thinking I know one way how
They stomped all over me
None of the damage I let them see
Giving the pleasure to not exist
Being happy is what I want to resist
I want to be happier than ever before
Waiting for the light in an opening door