If Only, If Only
You know me,
I know you
You loved me
I loved you
I left you for another
You grieved and wept
To me it didn't matter
I had someone else
Although I still loved you,
I loved the other more
But then you started to hate me,
more and more
As the months went on
And the days grew long
That fire inside you
Had taken over, outside you
Although I left the other
(Or the other left me)
I could not get you to love me
As passionately
Now, I'm the one
Who grieves and weeps
You hate me
I love you
You gave me a gift
I'll always cherish
I hate myself
For making you perish
I wish you'd forgive me,
You never will
Anger inside you
Has left your heart still
If only, if only
You knew how I felt
I know you'd come back to me
As if I never left
