Will you love...

By: He who is one with the world yet far from free

I want to be with you,
yet still I have doubt.
Will you love me or
will you despise?
I try to look,
but see no hope in your eyes.

I cannot stand it.
This rips me apart.
It's taking its toll on my heart.

Through my eyes I now see
it's not you, but me.

Condemn thy soul,
shroud thy face!
Compared to your beauty,
I am a disgrace.

I want hope
and long for your peace.
My heart softened, my life torn,
no longer can I stand the storm.
With truth, open mind may be sold;
this story shall never again be told.