Driving Myself Crazy

By: Sarah Thurman

To think of you as a friend is great,
-but to hold you close in a relationship
would be the best thing in the world.

To think of you as the greatest man in the world
may be great for you,
-but that just drives me crazy.

Wishing I could hold you in my arms,
while feeling your warm lips pressed up against mine,
just hearing you say you love me
makes driving myself crazy even easier.

Now, as the phone rings,
I get up to answer it.
Then sit back down.
I'm asking myself one more question:
Will I ever send this to you,
Or will it rot... here with my pictures of you?