If God
When I think of you,
my soul is filled with darkness,
I cry and fall to my knees,
praying you would come to me.
Then I realize my wishes will never come true,
it is no longer any use,
no point in trying anymore.
I feel like dying,
I can't live without you,
my life has no meaning
if you're not in it.
I try to talk to you,
but you don't want to listen,
my heart is shattered
like glass.
You want her and not me
I hope she makes you happy
because that
you deserve to be.
If god were real
then my prayers would
be answered.