Love lost...but not for long
Don't you miss....
The thought of knowing
I'd be awaiting your presence with open arms.
The true anxiety
Of knowing you wouldn't be in any harm.
Those times when
We would go out together.
Whether planned or unplanned
As long as we were with each other.
Those days with the family
When the doors were always left open.
Greetings were a give in
Everyone running to welcome you in.
A different name and background
But family, you were
And now what have you become?
A stranger, obscure.
I miss when,
We would hold each other at night.
Lying in my warm bed
Holding one another, oh so tight.
You'd look into my eyes
As I would look into yours.
Telling me you love me
And how we would be so much more.
We would make love
Oh so long and felt
At times during I would cry,
Because you would make my heart melt.
Our future was forseen,
That is, what I believed
One day becoming one
And building our own family tree.
We had so many plans
So much to do.
To talk about it was exciting.
The absolute thought of me and you.
But what came of it.
All the effort we put in.
You gave it all up to soon
Not even a second glimpse.
And now,
What have we become.
A sad statistic to others.
A suprise to some.
I have finally seen
What you truly are.
Just like all the rest
That promised me the moon and the stars.
You're no different than all the others,
Just different shape and size.
The one thing I do regret
Is giving it my all, and boy, I was surprised.
Shame on me
For being the fool.
To think you truly loved me
My God, you were so cruel.
To think that
You truly loved me.
(sigh) If it was indeed true love,
We would have agreed.
Agreed that we hurt one another,
But hey, that's ok.
Couples aren't perfect.
We live to see another day.
We work at what we got,
We strive to make it better.
Even if we are apart,
We know one day it will come together.
And now,
You go about your day, and I will mine.
One's thing for sure.
Love, one day, I will truly find.
Because of you,
I hurt, oh so bad.
But when I find love.
This time it will last.
Whoever he is,
I will be fair.
For he should not pay,
For what you made me endure.
If anything,
You have made me strong.
I am still here
And I know my heart belongs.
For, the man in my life,
Who I still have not met.
The day will come,
When we will meet our steps.
As for now,
I will go about my day.
Hoping and praying,
That we will be together someday.
