Begging to let you go
Everyday, I wake up and I think of you...
and I wouldn't be the same
if I went to sleep at night
without wishing you were beside me.
I want you to know, every minute we spent together,
every 20 minute 3am trip on the interstate,
I took just to sleep beside you.
I have remembered and will remember
and for that I am ashamed...
because I'm begging to let you go.
I feel like I love you and
I want to be with you for the rest of my life.
But I know your heart is with her
and for that I simply can't be with you.
It feels like I have been put last on your list
and I always wonder how I can love somebody
and not be loved back.
I have also come to realize that you don't deserve me.
Too many times I sacrificed things for you
that could have ended my dreams.
I told you I was in your corner
and you took all of the things
I gave you from my heart and threw them away.
I want so bad to let you go and forget about you,
but even through all of my tears and misery
when I think of you, my heart smiles.
When I see you,
I fight to keep my heart from jumping out of my chest...
and I love that.
