Confusion....No more
Confusion, confusion in the air,
do I love you or is it lust I feel?
I often ask myself of my feelings for you,
one time it's positive, next time it's against you.
I love you, I lust you, I hate you, I don't know.
What are my true feelings, only God knows.
No human being can tell me how I feel
cause one moment I love you, then lust you,
then hate you... I don't know.
I am the definition of confused...
to be mixed up in the mind.
I love you I would say. But am I sure?
Am I 99.99% sure that this is the way that I feel?
This "L" word, Love only as much as
everyday pops into this mixed up mind of mine.
I love you but then there are the times
when I feel total dislike towards you.
I hate you...or is that word too strong ?
You hurt me so I'm left with no choice.
I hate you...you've caused me pain.
My heart was trampled on and the scars are still there.
I need a treatment, something to take away my pain.
But how could it be?
How could the one that caused my heart to crumble,
put the pieces back together again.
I guess the love that was there never went away.
It was always there.
I had never stopped loving you and to this I'd swear.
I love you, I lust you, I hate you no more.
I am no longer confused.
I love you now and forever more