Russell
I used to know you
before you made me so afraid.
Everyday I would wake and scream inside,
terrified of you.
You made me shiver,
you made me cry,
you made me HURT!
It wasn't so long ago I looked up to you,
but your anger tore that all apart.
You ripped away my strength.
I didn't need that, didn't deserve that pain.
Because of you I'll never be able to trust again.
Every time I turn I have to check to see if you're there,
hiding in the shadows waiting to attack me in the dark.
Everyday you beat me down to nothing.
Everyday you hurt me.
Everyday you try to push me closer to death.
What did I do?
What did I say?
What is so wrong with me?
Why do you hate me?
WHY DO YOU WANT ME DEAD?