Disclosure
Here I am, pouring out all my feelings,
Hoping that the Lord will give me an emotional healing.
Because right now I'm at a point where I'm confused.
Why? I guess it's because my heart and feelings are abused.
Everywhere I go I'm missing my man
Because he just won't call.
And I'm timid because our relationship
Is beginning to crumble and fall.
So I stay up late in bed at night wondering,
"Am I the problem, is it me?"
So I talk to the Lord about it while I'm on my knees.
Each day this feeling gets stronger,
And I'm almost at the point where I can't take it any longer.
So now everywhere I go I think about him through my day.
Sometimes I see him, but he just fades away.
Is it sane to be feeling this way?!
I've never had this problem in my life before,
And I want this feeling to go away,
But it's something that I just can't ignore.
I feel like I'm in a small box that's slowly running out of air,
And I'm getting lonelier by the minute because no one's there.
I run to the phone every time it rings,
And I look at the caller ID.
But again my heart is hurt cause it's not the man I need.
So one morning I woke up and looked at myself in the mirror and said,
"I'm not going to worry about this guy another day!"
And the next thing I knew, the feeling went away.
I was so relieved. Now I could finally breathe.
So in conculsion, I broke up with him,
But still today we remain the best of friends.
So my advice to you is,
Don't toil and trouble yourself over one man's mistakes,
Because in the long run you're saving yourself a lot of heartache.
