My life is a tragedy, part 1
everything i do seems to be wrong
even when i know it's right
i've been putting up with this for so long
is it just me?
am i the only problem?
can that really be?
i am tired of everyone acting as if they really care
i know they don't, i see it in their eyes
they never wanna console me, they never try to be there
my life has been tough
always it has been that way, but now it's getting worse
i think i've been through enough
i have lied so much before
it's not like that
nope, not anymore
everything i do, wrong or right
leads me down the same path
me crying late all night
not getting enough sleep
when i do, it's only tossing and turning
throughout my dreams, i weep
maybe i am the problem to my own life
maybe it's me who needs to chill
all day every day in strife
nothing no one can do for me
no one cares or knows
they never take the time to see
why doesn't anyone tell me everything will be okay?
because they'll always be there each and every minute
no matter the day
some people try, but always they lie
they say it's okay
and then they say good-bye
never letting me free my mind
never letting me be happy
is that it? is that what they don't want me to find?
that may be so
but i guess it's okay for them
i'll never know
i hate to pick up my head
and try to feel better
i sometimes wish i was dead
maybe i might be insane
but i'm just gonna go nowhere, i'm gonna stay here
i stay here in this lane
i look back into my past
and i bow my head to my future
hoping these problems are my last
as my eyes close, a single tear rolls down my cheek
i felt it took a lifetime to finally fall
i barely could speak
as i fall to the floor
i remember everything, i see every memory
and then i see a door...