WHY WAS MARCUS THE ONE??????
Somebody, answer my Question
Please.... somebody answer it.
When they told me Marcus had passed away
I just screamed and cried at the top of my lungs
It feels like the pain and the tears
will never end
It took a while to sink in my head
that Marcus has really gone, forever
Then, when it finally did, I had the feeling
I was lost and trapped in darkness with nowhere to go
I had the feeling that my life
had to come to an end.
I realized that Marcus' life was cut short,
But the main question stuck in my head....
Is the question, Why ?
Why ?
Why did he have to be the one?
He was only 18.
Everybody was there for me
but it seemed like it wasn't enough
It wasn't that I was not grateful for the way they cared
The reason for me feeling this way was because
all I really wanted was....
For Marcus to say he was alright
And then kiss and hold me tight
I want to hear him say he loved me
I want to hear his soft, gentle, calm voice
I want his and my body to touch
I want him here, oh so much
I want him to sit, listen and share
I want him to know I still do care
I want him to know that without him my life isn't complete
I want him to know that without him my heart is broken
in a million pieces.
Marcus, I want you to know that you are still Loved now
and will never stop being loved,
for you mean so much to many people.
Marcus, you meant everything to me
And that is the way it will always be
Why?
Because I love you and you loved me.