Confused
My head, it feels like it's spinning,
My soul feels cold and scared,
No desperate times for winning,
Feeling right now as if no one cared.
I am happy and thrilled,
Then I'm sad,
I feel like I've been killed
By anything that's bad.
I am sad and alone,
Then I'm up on my feet,
My social life has grown,
My heart skips to every beat.
I just came here,
Now I want to leave,
Everything that I fear,
All my nightmares I grieve.
Tell me what's going on,
Because I'm confused,
You may say nothing's wrong,
But those words are so easy to use.
Get me away,
Take me from this hole,
No, wait, I want to stay,
I may leave, but here to stay is my soul.
Correct my mistakes,
Tell me I am okay,
I'll do whatever it takes
For the happiness to stay.
I wake up and look at the sun,
Though I know my life's been abused,
The hardest game will be won,
But of course you know I'm just confused.