Indecision
Where do I go,
to end this stage,
to find the answers,
and escape my rage?
I am stuck in this life,
with nothing to do,
no outlet for my emotions,
ever since you.
My life has changed,
things are not the same.
And I have to correct it,
even though I am lame.
Easy things hold no reward,
complex tasks fall through,
and the one thing still there,
is my love for you.
But I cannot love you;
they all say that I am wrong.
They say you can't be with me,
for all of eternity's song.
I wish you would come back.
Please, tell me it's all a dream,
You could kiss away my doubt,
and tell me it's not as it seems.
I know you won't come back,
it is present in my mind.
My heart wants your love
that was never hard to find.
So here I end unsure,
I allow my words to cast,
the death knell for what I was,
for a love that didn't last.