My Guy
A future for me
is something I've always wanted to have.
A guy to warm my feelings
a person to not make me sad.
I realized what love is
and everything in store.
It's everything I've ever wanted
and something even more.
A guy who cared about me
more than I ever did.
He even showed his emotions
in everything he has said.
I felt like I had no hope
I realized what I'd done.
I forced a guy to like me
when I noticed he was gone.
I know I've said this before
and I know how you feel,
But I really truly care about you now
more than I ever will.
You're the one guy of my dreams
that has really made me see.
To believe in myself and no one else
and I think it's true to me.
We argue every night
even though you say we don't.
It seems we are getting further away
but I really hope we won't.
I've never felt like this before
about anyone in my life.
I feel like my heart is broken
with a big stabbing knife.
I like you more that anything
I think this is love.
I need you to set me free
as you would do a little white dove.
I cry myself to sleep at night
thinking that things aren't fine.
Realizing that this really hot guy
could never ever be mine.
I hear the words you say to me
and take them to my heart.
You rip me off all the time
when I knew things would start.
I never wanted it to be like this
because I'm scared what I might do.
I realized killing myself was wrong
and it's all because of you.
You taught me so many things in life
that I thought would never be true.
Things that really mattered to me
that let me believe in you.
I'm asking you one last time
but until you ask me,
Will we ever have a chance,
do you see what I see?
I need you to consider this,
that I've written a simple poem
About a guy I really love a lot
is nothing that I own.