admired eyes
Help me, please help me God.
I've fallen in love.
Idolized with a man I know I shouldn't love.
This harsh reality has broken me apart.
Broken me so, I can't sustain.
In dreams...
Sweet dreams, I can only break the gates that stand between us.
We hold each other so tight, hearing the words I longed to hear.
Sadly the golden gates return when I awake.
I shut my eyes,
questing to obtain his view once more.
but now he's gone,
gone till the moon ascends once again.
I can only fantasize...
fantasize being in his arms,
kissing his lips, knowing he's mine.
I can't take it...no,
I can't take it no longer.
I watch his every move,
aiming to look only deeper.
His thoughts, feelings, fears,
I could conquer him all.
He's my beloved, liked by many others, I know
...but, unlike I,
watching him with admired eyes.
