I Need To Know
With you my life has been more than just fine,
I never thought we'd be together; never thought you'd me mine.
You've captured my heart with a simple kiss,
I never would have thought I'd fall in love like this.
I cannot express my heart with a simple poem,
You are my every thing; I wish you'd just come home.
But now you left me; you told me good bye,
you said you needed your space but didn't tell me why.
You never promised you'd stay gone or you would come back,
I need to know what I should do; you need to cut me some slack.
I want to know you will return into my heart,
you need to tell me what you want, boy you need to start.
I've thought of a thousand words I could say to you,
but every word I thought of just wasn't completely true.
I know I love you; the question is do you love me,
I know deep down you do than how could this be?
You walked out of my life and left me here to cry,
please tell me why you don't want me; I need to know why.
I'm sitting here thinking of all you and I've been through,
I know I took up most of your time it's only becuz I love you.
I may seem possessive at times but only becuz I'm scared,
I was trying to hold on to your heart cuz I really cared.
If I came off to be too controlling, I can only say sorry,
there's no way I could turn back time, boy I'm so melancholy.
How could you throw away four years of what was grand,
do you know where I'm coming from; do you even understand?
I can keep rambling on & on and make no sense to you,
Or I can keep it short & sweet; that's what I think I will do.
I want to know if I should move on or wait here for you,
I know your love I will miss if you say we're completely through.
But life goes on and I guess I'll have to walk away,
just come back into my arms I long for you to stay.
You are my heart
you are my soul
I gave you my life
for you to hold
And if you never come back again
it wasn't meant to be
For we were never meant as bf/gf
since you set me free 🙁