Never Have You
He started out as my friend,
I never really thought of him as more
But then these feelings came about,
And they were too strong to ignore.
It was so easy for me,
To talk to him when I thought of him as a friend,
But now I look at him and wish,
All the pain within my heart would quickly mend.
I tried to play it cool, so he wouldn't even know,
I thought I could get by,
But my words weren't there,
I just acted so shy.
I let the wrong person know,
And the word got by,
When he found out that I liked him,
I wanted to break down and cry.
Most people don't know what it's like
to love someone too much to even be expressed,
And never be able to talk or look at them ever again,
It just makes me so depressed.
I'd never be able to look forward,
To his "hello's" in the hall up ahead,
Because no words would come out of my mouth,
And my face would turn all red.
He's the cool, popular type,
Whos charm drives girls to ends,
I'd give anything to be his girl,
Or wait forever to be more than friends.
Now you know that I like you,
I don't know what else to say,
But I know that your feelings for me
aren't felt the same way.
I know I can never have you,
So there's no point to try,
Because if a life without me makes you happy,
Then all I have to say to you is... "Goodbye."