I LOVED YOU
I handed you my heart, slowly you grasped it between your fingers
the grasp became tighter, and my heart started to bleed.
As I watched your face, I knew you were not a man of God
for you had this evil look in your eyes.
You grasped it tighter until the blood started to drip down your arm
and you snickered in an awful way.
Knowing that it was in your nature,
I still gave you my heart with wreckless abandonment.
Somehow I wanted to believe you had changed,
that I had changed you.
And the love I could show you would make you want only me.
Unfortunately that wasn't the case,
and I have been a fool.
A fool to even look your way,
to believe your lies I so longed to hear.
The words you spoke I thought were so sincere
and maybe by chance they were,
but not to only me.
Jesse, I know about her.
So, while you laid in my bed, did you know where you were...
was your heart really there beneath the sheets,
why would you stare at me that way
when just the other day you tried to pursue her?
I can't get a grasp on things
this all seems so unreal.
I can't help but still love you;
I can't seem to change the way I feel.
There will never be a day again you will hear me say...
Baby, I missed you so,
Baby, I wish you didn't have to go
Baby, I'll be thinking of you
And then those three words
Baby, "I love you."
You knew my heart had never been broken;
you knew my heart had never bled.
Maybe all you wanted from me
Was to turn my heart black instead of red.
