You Are My Destiny
I don't like losing control of my emotions
but something about you makes me forget that I was ever in control.
You make me want to hand my heart over to you with reckless abandon.
Will you take it?
So you say.
But I know you, for I was once just like you,
and all those fancy lines you use on me
I once used them too,
and I played with the hearts of many,
Tell me, are you playing with mine?
Never have I been so consumed in my thoughts by just one man.
How badly I want to see you.
How vividly I picture you lying next to me.
But in reality your lying next to her.
Could that be why I told myself
not to take it any farther than just one kiss.
If you were anyone else it would be less complicated.
But from the moment I saw you
I knew I wanted you,
not just for that day,
or for that hour,
but for a lifetime.
I pictured myself growing old with you,
drinking coffee and reading the paper,
sharing our fantasies,
kissing passionately morning after morning,
laughing, cuddling and making love,
from dawn to sunset,
from sunset to dawn.
I could stare into your eyes
for hours at a time without saying a word,
just letting our two souls communicate between themselves.
As they connect
my mind becomes foggy and you are my only thought.
I wonder what could I be thinking...
...you are my destiny.
