Crying Myself to Sleep
Sitting here,
Reminiscing…
It's your soft and gentle lips,
That I should be kissing….
Alone here in darkness…
Alone in my bed,
Missing you deeply,
You remain in my head.
He's holding you closely,
He's tasting your lips…
He's pleasured with,
The sweetness of your kiss
He feels your warm body,
Next to him in bed…
Caresses your check,
As he kisses your head…
I'm clutching my pillow…
Pretending to hold you tight…
This endless loneliness…
My heart and mind can't fight…
I'm crying intensely…
'cause you're not here with me…
I miss you my angel…
Why can't you look and see?
He gazes so deeply,
Into your gorgeous eyes…
Never a tear
will he ever cry…
He smiles and holds you…
You do so the same…
I'm here now in darkness…
Left in all this pain…
The tears fatigue my body…
I slowly drift to sleep…
Broken and heartless…
Because my heart do you still keep.
