fear
you hide your fear, you
hide your tears, you try
to hide you pain
everyone says they know
what's going on. you hide
everything till you break
you can't handle it anymore
you lying there in your
room, crying, yelling, wishing
you were gone. you lock
yourself in, you hide, yelling
why is everything going so
wrong? why is life messing
up? i don't know what to do
anymore. who knows when
everything will be right back
to the way it was before? i
thought it was real when you
said you loved me, but i guess
it was all fake. i guess everything
was fake. i don't know anymore
am i fake too? am i some little
thing in someone's mind? if i am
why? why am i here? what am i
here for? no one hears you, no
one sees you hiding alone, alone
in the dark with no one around
hinding away from everyone and
everything, not knowing where
everything is, sitting there crying
wishing i was gone, gone away
from everything; gone, gone from
the pain, from the light, from the
day. hide away from everything
everything in my life. the day has
come for your voice to be heared
standing in the middle of the room
yelling, i'm here, i'm right here. wake
up and look at me. holding back the
tears, i can see you looking at me
reaching your hands out for me, but
you're too far, too far to grab. i can't reach
you. i run to get to you, yelling, don't
leave me all alone in the dark. don't
go, don't go. i'm alone, i'm alone in this
place. life is no more, no more than a
rose left on the door of your true love.
