NO NAME
I awake from dreams to horror and screams.
I sit up in our bed and think about my life with you.
How long will this last and how will it end?
How will I feel and how will I mend?
The thing that scares me is that you'll set me free.
Because I'm too young for you
And my feelings for you are too strong.
But, what can I do?
You are my light who shines soo bright!
Like a star from above, you're here to give me your love.
You are my whole universe.
You are my world, my life!
It's like a good curse that God has given me
To show my love and unity!
The short period of time we've been together,
I wonder if we'll last forever,
Or will my bad luck come back- as it did in the past,
Which makes everything in my life not tough enough to last.
Are you the same as every guy I've been with?
Will you hurt me even worse
And let it end up a really bad curse?
You know what they say... "So far so good."
That's how it is now. But...
Is it just misunderstood?
My luck never lasts; it always runs out.
It just might be me who always has to yell and shout.
That might be the reason
That all my relationships never lasted through a season.
Or, maybe I just can't trust myself,
Can't stay committed,
And I just can't admit it.
I might be the problem, and not just you.
It just might be that fact that everyone expects me to fail,
And not prevail.
In life, I plan to succeed- and with you I will, indeed!
Sometimes all we did was fight
And that might be the reason I can't sleep at night.
You made me cry and fall into tears.
When you cussed, I felt all those different fears.
Sometimes, you scared me so much, I felt this pain inside.
That is so hard to bear and hide.
It hurts me so, I just don't know
What to do when I'm with you.
However, sometimes you can be so-o-o GREAT!
You take me in you arms, so tight
And it feels so perfect and right.
I feel safe and warm,
As if you were protecting me from a storm.
I feel loved and honored to be yours!
I feel cared for and needed when in you arms.
Your hands- so big, so strong,
And yet, so gentle.
So, soft and full of hope
That this will last till the end of time
And YOU WILL BE... FOREVER MINE!
