So Many Lies
For three years I held you to myself
But for three years I also cried
I felt guilty but
I told you so many lies.
At first I thought I loved you
And forever we would be
But after too long I wanted to get rid of you
But you never could see.
I tried to let go
But you wouldn't let me
So I simply lied to you
But you still believed.
Here I sit three years later
Not looking back at all
I rudely sit and hope
That you never call.
I tried to tell you everything
I tried to say goodbye
But then you told me
That without me you'd die.
So maybe it is rude
That I don't even care
But after the tears
I realize I wish you were never there.
I've tried to be nice
I've tried to hold on
But I never did love you
Please leave me alone.
