FIRST LOVE(the realization I can't see)
Tears stream down my face
Salty wishes leak onto my lips
Why did you say you loved me
Then try to steal back the phrase?
Warm wishes now demolished
As they drip from my chin
I can't help but fear I'm losing you
Slowly, I realize you'll never love me.
Boulders in my throat...
Makes my breathing hard.
I can always tell when something's wrong,
Even before you say the words that always make me cry.
Truthfully, I have to say
It is not you that makes me sad
But the realization, you say, I can't see:
Haunting me every second I'm without you and every minute you are
here.
No, I do not wish for you to leave
It is only, that for you, I feel something else...
Like love: a word that we both fear.
Fear because we don't know what it means and we're afraid to find out.
