Dead....Wow

By: Reece

I cry myself to sleep at night
Wishing someone cares.
I just wish someone knew,
Knew the weight I bear.

I look at the knife
I hold in my hand.
And no one knows,
No one knows my plan.

I drag the blade
Across my wrist
I feel a sharp pain
And then I wish...

I wish I had told someone,
Told someone how I feel.
But it's too late for that now,
Too late to even fear.

My vision grows blurry
And the world around me spins
And I realize that
I let my demons win.

I should have talked
I should have tried.
But all that's gone now,
All that's left behind.

I fall to the floor
I feel myself cry
But my body's numb now.
It's time to die.

I see the blackness
It's coming now
I feel my heart stop
I'm dead... wow.