Has it got to be this way?
Why do I feel a turn around in my world?
I'm so very confused, and I'm losing it.
I'm sorry, my very special friends,
who feel I've deserted them
I'm sorry, my very special friends,
I don't mean to block you out.
I don't mean to take every joke
of yours seriously,
I'm only hurting deep inside,
and I could not explain.
Even if I should, you wouldn't understand;
Why have things got to be this way for me?
I've summoned up many thoughts in me,
and all I hear is why?
Why what?
I'm tired of that question...
I'm tired of my sorrow;
I can't bear it any longer...!
Has it got to be this way?.
