no one's fault but my own
by my own fault
I had a bad relationship, the kind where he could tell me anything and I would believe him.
I was so hurt at the fact that he would do what he did to me. He cheated and made me think he only wanted me and that he was going to spend the rest of his life with me.
I forgave him last February. That night he came over and we didnít talk about what happened until all of my friends left my house. The LovePoetry poem that helped me make my decision was Just Like Us by Bethany Uzzel.
He still comes to see me. I feel trapped because I donít know what to do. I want to be with him, but he has a girlfriend. Every time he comes over, he tells me how much he loves me and how I make him feel good about himself.
I donít think I did the right thing by forgiving him. He cheated on me and I went running back to him. I should have let him come to me, but I needed him in my life. He treated me like no other man has. He showed me affection and all the love I wanted and that is why he knows he can treat me like he does.
Stay away from men who cheat and lie. Once they cheat, they will do it again. When itís over, itís over. Take some time to yourself to get over him. If you donít want heartache and pain, just donít believe anything he says.
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