He appeared out of nowhere and kissed me... that's how it all started. I should've known that nothing good would come out of this, but I guess I was blinded by my naive dreams of perfect love. Our relationship was dead before it could even develop. When he told me he had a girlfriend, I thought it wasn't serious and it didn't really bother me. I thought I was strong enough to live with it and I thought I'd never fall in love with him... I was so wrong.
As time went by, I began to notice the first signs of jealousy and pain. It felt as if an invisible knife was penetrating deep into my heart everytime he didn't call me back or he canceled our dates. Deep inside, I was bleeding to death. I read a couple of LovePoetry poems and found one that really describes my feelings at the moment... unsaid
by keralina marie pantuso. Unsaid, exactly... there are so many words that will never have the chance to be pronounced, but I'm trying my best to get over him... trying.
I don't think of him that much anymore and I gave up on texting him every so often. My love life is like the flowers in winter... there is no love life, but every year spring comes with new life, bringing everything alive. One day my flower will bloom again.
Love is a beautiful thing, and fear of losing can destroy it all. Just feel free to love but when love decides to leave, let it go and keep the good memories for yourself.