by ruby girl
Today- a brand new day
I finally entered reality.
He and his stupid little games,
the world could end- I'd still feel the same.
He could kiss up to me...
I would feel the same.
He doesn't deserve my calls,
my smiles, laugh, thoughts, or tears.
Never again am I gonna cry
especially not over a worthless guy.
A month ago I knew the pain of being in love,
I thought he had been sent from above.
Although I would never tell,
I truly was in the pit of hell.
In the middle of a trap,
because he had treated me like crap.
The only question I still have is...
if he ever had any true feelings for me?
Too bad I cared a little to much,
although, he had that special lip touch.
I thought he loved me,
but I was wrong, why couldn't I see?
So, I'll let him be,
because he never cared for me.
One year and eleven months wasted, now that I look back,
I finally got back on track.
I never thought I had wasted my time,
but he truly wasn't worth... a single dime!
To you Chris for hurting me
even though I loved you
with all my heart