by ashley nicole millner
Sometimes I regret living life
sitting and wondering in strife.
There've been plenty of times I have felt remorse
yet plenty of times I have wanted a divorce,
from life and all of its hassles.
I know I shouldn't feel this way
but how can I not when I hardly ever have a good day?
I smile to hide my fears
and sometimes even my tears.
Inside I feel unknown, mysterious, and outgrown
because no one seems to know me,
my thoughts, or my hopes.
Friends are said to help you up when you fall,
but that's not true...
they do nothing but let you down and make you feel small.
I didn't have anyone to tell my problems to
and that's why I'm so thankful that now I have you.
One day you will realize how much you've done for me
you made me stop and see reality.
You just seemed to change my mind completely
and that is why I love you ever so deeply.
Even if one day I just happen to lose you
I want you to know that I won't ever forget you.
You have made that bad part of my life somewhat better
so for that you would most definitely have to be clever.
For most people I wouldn't just volunteer my heart
but you had a certain trait about you that seemed to never depart.
Everyone has disagreements at certain times
and the ones between you and I can be tamed for us to see right through
because I have grown to more than just love you!
(for justin, you'll always be in my heart)