All i can think about
As I sit in my bedroom with my hands around my throat.
Wishing everything around me was in a dark, black hole.
Looking at myself as my face turns blue.
All I can think about is- you and you and you.
Who makes a choice to kill herself when the world seems too mean?
She can't go on with life or so, to her, it seems.
I no longer want to be around the people who I love.
All I can think about is what's waiting up above.
All I can think about is how Iâ€™m letting go
And how much I love my family, I really hope they know.
My eyes are getting heavy, my body feels so weak
Everything inside is numb, that's the way it has to be.
Iâ€™m glad that momâ€™s not here, right now,
To watch me slowly die.
But I still wish I could say to her,
â€œI love you... and good-bye.â€�