The truth I'll never know
I am not sure of who I am anymore.
My whole life is a great big blur.
I am not the same person I used to be
And I don't understand what has happened to me.
So much pain and confusion is torturing me.
The tears are making it hard to see.
My brain does not think; my heart does not feel.
It seems like a dream; nothing seems real.
I sit here lost in thought, yet I'm not sure what I'm thinking of.
I don't know what's going on. My thoughts are all mixed up.
You tell me I shouldn't keep holding on, but it's too hard to let go.
I just can't walk away from him; I love him more than he'll ever know.
I can't keep these tears from falling; the pain won't go away.
My heart keeps on breaking, and I'll never be the same.
A lot of time has passed, but my heart has not healed.
I always hide the pain, and how I really feel.
I sat outside in the dark, staring out at the stars,
And your voice was echoing in my head.
I was remebering when we had laid outside in the dark.
And I remembered every word you said.
Tears rolled down my face; my heart was screaming your name.
But still I was all alone; nobody came.
Did he lie when he said, I love you, or did his love just fade away?
I still don't know the answer to this; it haunts me to this day.
