lost

By: Amber R

the rain washed away your last taste from my lips,
i try to reach for you,
but only blank stares... to my shaking finger tips~

i fall to my knees and pull my nails down my face,
putting my arms around me
trying to remember your last embrace~

shhhh... i think i can hear you whisper my name,
no, it's just the whistle of the trees
trying to drive me insane~

i try to get up, but fall back to my knees,
oh God, take this pain away,
i'm begging you, please~

i'm going to go away for good... (you told me you would call)
if i can't be with you,
i don't want to be alive at all~